Beautiful weekend

After storms and rain on Friday night, it has turned into a beautiful weekend. I woke up early on Saturday and by noon I had my haircut, mani/pedi, grocery shopped, picked up a few things at Target, and had my dog groomed. It was so nice to get my list done and still feel like I had a day left to do things. So I took a little nap, read a book, and went out for Vietnamese food last night. Aah! I love weekends like this!

I would like to thank those of you who left messages after my last post. I think the next few weeks are going to be difficult. I talked with my mom and a few friends about the situation. I'm sticking with my agency. I'm going to wait until the summer and can re-evaluate then. I think I'll have a better idea of the situation. Hopefully there will have been a few referrals by then!

I hope everyone has had a wonderful weekend!

Adoption Blues

Tomorrow marks the end of month three of my wait. The best way I can describe it is being on line in the longest line at the grocery. And the line hasn't moved in three months! Yep. I think we may have had one referral since I've been DTV. I was a little down from our update today as I read that we won't have an infant referral for a while. I love my agency, and the fact that they do communicate these things to us, but each week without a referral and no real idea when another infant one will come in causes doubt to grow in my heart. I've been rolling with it, but this update struck me. I called my sister and spoke with her about it. While talking to her I decided that it's far from the worst news that we could have received, and maybe things will pick up in the future. Trying to stay positive!